Which is worse? To regret doing something or regret not doing something? I think, one isn't worse than the other. Except, sometimes I think not doing is worse...depends. But neither is avoidable.

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She looked up at him and frowned.
"And? So? What am I gonna do about it?" There was something so unconvincing in her eyes. Like she was actually asking him what she would do about it.
His honest blue eyes shook; he was earnest and nervous, and he had an answer.
"Just carry on. Because nothing happened."
She huffed and rolled her eyes but didn't argue. He sat down beside her and she wouldnt look at him. She muttered "nothing" under her breath, somewhat hopefully. He took the chance.
"Nothing thats that big a deal," He paused. "He's not mad at you, you know," he said cautiously.
She flinched. Her anger was such a thin defense. He relaxed.
"You're doing this to yourself."
Her eyes flared up and her lips pinched together.
"Oh, yeah, thanks for blaming it on me! Of course its all my fault!" she yelled, and stalked off.
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I dunno. I do know that its not worth freezing yourself in one moment for the rest of your life, or locking something up inside you, or shutting off a part of you so that you won't make mistakes or do things you'll regret. There is no personality that doesn't make mistakes. There's no big solution. In fact the only compensation for mistakes is the good you also live despite mistakes. Thats why its so important to move on after things happen and get over the regret, not get locked up in your pain. And all the painful memories of the stupid things you've done, they come back to haunt you, but thats the devil trying to discourage you. "But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me, reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed, the giant keeps on telling me time and time again, girl you'll never win, never win" ...giant...devil...devil...giant :P btw, that song is Voice of Truth by Casting Crowns.

so...thats done :D so simple...so...important though. and its not simple! I'll struggle with it all my life...now thats somewhat discouraging...*goes and locks self up in pain* :P

I dont REALLY feel like posting this but I will. here I go *click*

p.s isnt it adorable...that the person you're going to fall in love with, you're going to fall in love with their faults in a way too? like, not only will your good characteristics coincide with his good characteristics, but so will both your bad characteristics. I think God plans our faults to click too, so you'll be compatible in every way. if that makes any sense. I think thats romantic..cause its like, theres no badside to him that way :D:D:D:D:D cause his bad side will compliment your bad side, and vice versa. taaaah...*melts in her fairytale* I hope I'm right.